Its been to long since I have bloged that I dont know how to make a title any more.

Well I don't really know if anyone is even going to read this because its been over a year since I last posted anything on here. man I am bad.
I'm not even sure what I'm going to write about. Maybe I should update a bit about me and what I have been up to since I last wrote on here.

Well lets see first Ryan and I got married and it was a very beautiful wedding I think. My Mom, Dad, Kati and Gloria all came to the wedding and it was really great to have them here in Thailand. Not long after being married Rick passed away and that was really hard and still is. We got to go home for two weeks for his memorial service. It was really good to be able to be home even though it was so short. Just to be able to grieve with my family. When Ryan and I came back to Thailand we started really praying about when we should move on from working in Thailand.

we prayed for a few months and really felt like we should leave this year (2009) So we planed to leave in the end of August but God changed our plans a bit because I became pregnant so that pushed our dates to leave sooner then later because I cant really fly to late in my pregnancy. We are both really excited about becoming parents! I am about 6months now. The first few months were really hard with sickness but I am doing heaps better now.

We are leaving for Perth first and spending about 9ish months there then moving to Jacksonville for a few years. I'm going to get my GED and then study children counselling.

We leave in just two days!! Its so crazy to think I wont be living in Chiang Rai any more. I had my last day with the kids last week and it was a really hard but really amazing day. It was Bom's bday and that was lots of fun then before bed I had all the girls come over to the boys house and to them from the bible then I had the boys go into the play room and I prayed for the girls one by one and said my goodbyes. Then after the girls went back to there house I took one boy out at a time and Ryan and I prayed over them and just talked to them about how much they have meant to us and how much we will ALWAYS love them. There was a lot of tears that night but it was really wonderful to be able to pray over them.

Leaving the kids is the hardest thing for me to do. I love them so very much and they have been such a huge part of my life for so long now. I know though that God has the best plan for there life and that I can trust them to God. I know he loves them more then I ever could.

Maybe I will write again about how I have been feeling about leaving but right now its a bit to hard to write about because I feel so sad.

I am though very happy to go. Its been great to be here but I really know that God is calling Ryan and I to something new and I cant wait to see what he is going to do.

I'm SO excited about our little one to come. We are waiting to find out if its a boy or girl till the baby is born. I cant wait! I just cant wait to hold my baby in my arms.

Well I guess that's all for now. I will try to not wait another year before I post anything new. :D

Dear Friends
I trust that this email finds you all well and enjoying our Great God.
We are both well for the most part, though my chest pain seems to be coming back again. We are going down to Bangkok tonight for a scheduled checkup of my stomach ulcers tomorrow so while we are there we will see if we can get some of the chest pain medicine that seemed to work before. Please pray for our safety and our rest as we are traveling by overnight bus and they are not the easiest things in which to sleep.

I am enjoying both being back at work with the Kids and also a slightly reduced schedule as a way to aid my recovery. Currently I'm on 4 days per week but will go back to full time in the next week or two. 9 of our 11 kids have started attending school every day which makes the place seem empty for most of the day (until they get home--then you know they're definitely there!!).

Please continue to pray for strength for myself and Ryan as we continue to grieve the loss of my Uncle Rick. The loss is made so much worse by the distance from family and close friends and even though living in Thailand meant i rarely got to see him while he lived, it is still hard to know that I'll never see him again.

From Ryan

The DTS enters its final week of lectures next week and wow has time flown! It seems like just yesterday that we were welcoming the students! they have all had amazing Changes and growth in their lives over the past 4 and a half months but you can be sure there is plenty more to come with them going on the 5 week outreach in the start of June. I am not going on outreach but will be busy working at the base doing as yet unknown (by ANYONE) tasks. I also have spoken with our Thai language teacher about going to see her every day during that time and then after the DTS if finished too. I should be able to talk Thai much gooder than I can now by the next time I see you all. (Maybe even better than my English! :-P )


Thank you all once again for your support over the past month. Your prayers were definitely felt, and your gifts enabled us to cover medical bills and helped us get to the States and also will help to get us Health insurance. It has been amazing to know that we have all your love and care. God is the provider of all good things and we know he has provided us with you!

Prayer Points
Grayce's Health
That we would continue to walk in God's path and step out where He leads.
That we would continue to be growing in him and hearing his voice in our lives.
That He would Grant us the strength to do his will in a foreign country away from family and friends
that we would be able to trust him on a deeper level as we walk out His will.
That we would continue to Grow in our relationship with each other as we learn how to become husband and wife.

Blessings

Grayce and Ryan Munyard

Exciting news!!! :D

Hey Everyone, Well you know how I told you about how Im serious
relationship with Ryan Munyard..... well it just got a whole lot more

serious! That's right, we're officially engaged! we're thinking about

a wedding in early January. We'll let you know more details later. See
below for pics of the ring and Ryan and myself :D

Grayce Hollingsworth (soon to be Munyard)

Update.

Hello all,

I know it’s been a crazy long time since I have sent out an update
letter. I’m soooo very sorry that I have taken so long. There is a lot
to update on, so here I go. . . .

I know I have sent some things asking for prayer for little Hope. She
broke her femur bone in her left leg. She has gone through quite a lot with her healing process. She had to have three surgeries. She was in traction for a long time, and then a wheel chair for a few weeks. Praise God, she is finally walking again. You can tell by the way she walks that there’s still healing that needs to be done. She is limping a lot. This has been a very long and hard time for her. She has gone through a lot. Her spirits were up and down a lot (mostly down) at first. Now she is really quite joyful and happy. I can see her going through a lot of change. I really can see how having a lot of one on one time with us nannies has been good for her. I can see how God can turn anything into good. He has such an amazing way of doing that. Please remember to keep her in your prayers. It’s amazing to see her smile as she is walking. You can see on her face how happy she is to be up and out again. Praise Jesus.












In September Foon and Hope will start going to the FLC School here in Chiang Rai. There are very excited to be going. They are doing a small summer school thing right now. It seems like there loving it. The Family Learning Center is the local missionary school. You can find out more about it on their website: http://www.flcschool.com/index.htm

The Internship I have been doing over the past year is coming to an end. I will be able to start working full time at the home. I can’t wait. It’s been a lot of fun studying Thai, but I very much look forward to having more time with the kids. I think that even though I will be busier next month with working full time I will try to keep some time to study. I still have a ways to go with speaking. My reading and writing Thai has come faster then speaking. Please keep me in your prayers with learning this language; it is a very difficult one to learn.





I am thankful to God for my teacher. She is not a Christian but I have had many opportunities to talk with her about Christ. We have spent hours just talking about God and his love. She is very interested in learning more about Jesus. I believe she is close to believing. Please pray for Ploy, she seems very eager to know more about God. Pray that God keeps drawing her to Himself and that He would give me wisdom with the questions she asks me.

I have started teaching the girls ballet and it’s been so much fun. They’ve enjoyed it so much that the boys wanted to join, so now I will have one day a week that I teach ballet to the girls and do excises with all the kids. Mostly on exercise days I just but some music on and we play and dance around. They are all so cute. The girls really want some ballet clothes and I was wondering if anyone would like to send some to them? I can get some here but I have to go to Chiang Mai and there not as good quality things that you can get in the states. If anyone as any old ballet outfits or shoes for girl’s ages 3 to 7 it would be very much appreciated if you wanted to donate them. Bam very much wants an outfit she asks me for one almost every class. She enjoys dancing the most I think. I will be working on doing a little dance with them around Christmas time.




I would like to share with you all something very exciting going on in my life. I am in a serious relationship with Ryan Munyard. He is from Australia. I met Ryan here in Chiang Rai last June. He came to Thailand to visit a friend who was in my DTS. Ryan and I did not really speak much when he was here, but we started becoming close friends through chatting on Skype. We talked and talked, and by September we realized that there was something more than just friendship coming along here. We sought God on how to pursue our relationship. God told us to wait. So we waited. It was not always easy waiting on God's timing in our relationship. We set boundaries on how often we would speak to each other and how we spoke to each other. We wanted to remain friends until God gave us the peace to pursue something more. God taught us both a lot about patience and trust during that time. Ryan came here to Chiang Rai in January to do a DTS. We sought God on our next step. Through prayer and the wisdom of our leaders here, we decided that we would start courting with a view towards engagement. So that is the short story up to where we are now. We are courting.





You can see here:

Ryan's Photos http://www.flickr.com/photos/stunners/

Ryan’s blog http://munnayard.blogspot.com

Ryan will be staffing the next 3 DTS schools here in Chiang Rai. He is very gifted with leadership. I know that I am very blessed to have Ryan in my life. He is everything and more that I have prayed for in a man. His heart is pure and I’m very much in love with him. God has blessed me more then words can express by giving me Ryan. Please keep us in your prayers as we seek God on the steps we take together. Our biggest desire is to honor God with our whole lives.







Well this next news really does not have much to do with me, but I’m very excited to say that my sister Rebecca is having her first baby. William David Roerink is due on September 26, 2007. I’m very excited for Rebecca and Chad. Part of me is also very sad that I can’t be there with her in the time. One thing that I seem to always be learning is the sacrifice in living so far away. It’s hardest in times like this. God is still so faithful though. I have learned that when serving him there really is no sacrifice in it. One of my favorite songs is by Jason Upton. I'll write the lyrics at the bottom so you can read them. I try to make the words of that song the way I live my life. Sometimes I’m good at it others I depend wholly on God. I like the times that I have to depend wholly on Him. I don't like the way my life is when I try to take it in my own hands. God’s ways are far better than mine, so I’m learning to really love those times of leaning on Him.

I have had a few of those times that I just had to run to God and have Him hold me. A little while ago, my house was broken into and my computer and camera were stolen. I realized I had a choice in that time to trust God and know that He is looking out for me or to blame God and ask why would He let this happen. I’m glad that I chose the first. See I learned that things can be taken from me but no one can ever take away the love I have for God and the love He has for me. He is my number one in life. Yeah, not having a computer is not easy, but God is still there with me, loving me and being my best friend. I also realized that the enemy can’t win. See, he may have thought oh if I take Grayce's laptop she will draw away from God. But what happened is I became closer to Him. A distraction was taken away in my life. I was able to use the time that I would normally get online as a time to spend with God, reading my bible, praying. . . So, the enemy loses again. I’m trusting God that He will provide for me in the loss of my computer. I’m learning in a new way how to wait on Him.






God is so amazing and I just can’t express how extraordinarily blessed I feel to have God in my life. I pray that we will all keep seeking Him and that more people will come to know the God I know. I pray that He will use us in bringing Him to the world.

Well I guess I will be signing off now. I will really try to keep updates coming more often then I have been. I know I’m probably the worst at getting them out. Please forgive me.

Blessings,
Grayce Hollingsworth

Prayer requests – Please pray for:

* Continued healing for Hope's leg
* My boss Penny as her cancer has come back.
o her healing and peace for her and her family
o peace for all of us here as she is a true blessing on our life at Baan Nam Jai
* God's leading for Ryan and me
* Hope and Foon starting school in September
* finding a new house to live in by September because the one I’m living in now, I have been subleasing for a family and they return in the first week of September
o for God to open doors for a new house
o for finances for furniture - The house I’m in now came fully furnished so most likely I will need to buy some things for my next house
* for my sister as she gets closer to giving birth
* Finances to live in Thailand
* Wisdom as I share with my teacher Ploy about Christ
* Wisdom with working with the kids




No Sacrifice
by Jason Upton
album: Faith (2001)

To you I give my life, not just the parts I want to
To you I sacrifice these dreams that I hold on to
Your thoughts are higher than mine
Your words are deeper than mine
Your love is stronger than mine
This is no sacrifice
Here's my life
To you I give the gifts
Your love has given me
How can I hoard the treasures that you've designed for free?
Because
Your thoughts are higher than mine
Your words are deeper than mine
Your love is stronger than mine
This is no sacrifice
Here's my life
To you I give my future
As long as it may last
To you I give my present
To you I give my past
Because
Your thoughts are higher than mine
Your words are deeper than mine
Your love is stronger than mine
Your thoughts are higher than mine
Your words are deeper than mine
Your love is stronger than mine
This is no sacrifice
Here's my life

Happy Birthday!

Well today is Grain and my sister Deborah's birthday. GRain is 6 now. We had a wonderful fun party for him. He was so cute! He looks forword to his birthday eveyday of the year. He asks me just about everyday "today me bithday?" hehe its very cute! So it was fun seeing him on his birthday. Everytime anyone would just say Happy Birthday Grain he would just get so happy and jump up and down. I wish you could have seen him. :) Grain is one amazing little boy. He has come through a lot. When he first came to Baan Nam Jai he 2 years old and was very sick! He was given only a few months to live. But here he is now here he is turning 6. God has done amazing things in his life! Im so blessed to have this little guy in my life!








Well My sister Deborah is now 25 years old. Im sad that I cant be with her on this birthday. Deborah and I are very close friends not just sisters. SHe has been my best friend my whole life. We went through ups and downs like any sisters would. God gave us something special though. She is my soul mate! Deborah is a huge blessing on my life. Its hard to not always be together, but God has blessed us with keeping our hearts close. I love Deborah very much and I hope she has a wonderful day! :)

The Thief

Your eyes are full
Full of the future of us
The air changes as you look across
At me in that wondering way

It is as if
I knew you before we spoke
Do our hearts know something we don't?
Conspiring, converging without giving us any say

[CHORUS]
You, sing me to sleep
Talk down my walls
Look through my windows as I wait
You could be the thief
I give the key to

You're ruining me
With secrets and gestures and looks
With sonnets from second-hand books
Playing the chords in me nobody knew how to play

[CHORUS]

[Bridge]
It fits in your hand like water in rain
It unlocks our two different selves
And shows we are the same
Rather than wait `til I put me out for the taking
You're breaking
You're breaking
You're breaking into my heart
And I'm letting you

Brooke Fraser/The Thief

Psalm 27

A psalm of David.
1 The LORD is my light and my salvation—
so why should I be afraid?
The LORD is my fortress, protecting me from danger,
so why should I tremble?
2 When evil people come to devour me,
when my enemies and foes attack me,
they will stumble and fall.
3 Though a mighty army surrounds me,
my heart will not be afraid.
Even if I am attacked,
I will remain confident.

4 The one thing I ask of the LORD—
the thing I seek most—
is to live in the house of the LORD all the days of my life,
delighting in the LORD's perfections
and meditating in his Temple.
5 For he will conceal me there when troubles come;
he will hide me in his sanctuary.
He will place me out of reach on a high rock.
6 Then I will hold my head high
above my enemies who surround me.
At his sanctuary I will offer sacrifices with shouts of joy,
singing and praising the LORD with music.

7 Hear me as I pray, O LORD.
Be merciful and answer me!

8 My heart has heard you say, "Come and talk with me."
And my heart responds, "LORD, I am coming."

9 Do not turn your back on me.
Do not reject your servant in anger.
You have always been my helper.
Don't leave me now; don't abandon me,
O God of my salvation!
10 Even if my father and mother abandon me,
the LORD will hold me close.

11 Teach me how to live, O LORD.
Lead me along the right path,
for my enemies are waiting for me.
12 Do not let me fall into their hands.
For they accuse me of things I've never done;
with every breath they threaten me with violence.
13 Yet I am confident I will see the LORD's goodness
while I am here in the land of the living.

14 Wait patiently for the LORD.
Be brave and courageous.
Yes, wait patiently for the LORD.

How do you blog when you have so much to say and don’t know where to start?

Well I guess I will start with saying Happy birthday to beautiful Mae. She turned 6 years old today. Mae is one amazing little girl. Her smile would melt your heart. She is a true blessing to be around. Sometimes I just can’t get over how blessed I am to have her and all the kids in my life.

Okay so now what do I talk about?

I have started teaching ballet to Mae, Nui and Bam. Right now I’m teaching with Jackie (there kidney teacher) She will be moving back to the states soon, so I will be taking over the class. It has been so much fun to teach them. I just love it. They really love taking and just love it when we pretend to be animals. I love being able to dance again too. Things at Baan Num Jai are going great. The kids are really growing up and I just feel so blessed to be there to see it. Its hard to express in words how much a child can bless your life.

I have a new housemate. My amazing friend Katie Allen from my DTS is back and she is going to live with me! :) It’s been so awesome to have my Katie back.

Having Ryan in my life is just another blessing on my life. I just love having him in my life. I’m growing to love him more and more each day. He is on outreach right now and Im missing him like crazy. :(

Well I really have so much more to update on but I’m about to go to Chaing Mai for a few days for fun. And I need to get ready. :) I will try to punish another blog very soon. I miss you all and love you!

Got to RUN! ;)

Kimie ticked me!

This is how it works. If you have been "ticked" you have to write 6 weird/funny things about yourself in a blog. Then you have to "tick" 6 new players, and list there names. You also have to write the rules to the game. When you "tick" your 6 just leave a comment saying that they've just been "ticked", and that they have to read your blog for more info. (I Grayce don’t know enough people with bloger so I’m “ticking” some of my myspace friends. If you have a myspace just do it in your blog there.)

1. I add salt to my potato chips. (and lots of other things)
2. I had one little orange cat named Lewis then one day he multiplied!!
3. When I was little I told my uncle Rick to paint his van purple because it was my favorite color and he did!!
4. I’m American but I live in Thailand and I'm in love with a Aussie from Perth, and my best friend is from Norway and she is marrying my “bro” who is a aussie. Oh and I have always said Melbourne like a true Aussie would. I also really like vegemite.
5.I love to eat pickles and peppers from the jar.
6.Since I can remember my very favorite gift to get is socks!!

I have "ticked" Will, Mama Newnice, Camille, Deborah, Katie Allen and Tom! :p

Pray for Hope.

Hope in her cast.

I wanted to ask people to pray for little Hope she broke her upper left leg last week. She has been in a lot of pain from it. So we took her to have it X-RAY and found out that it’s not healing well, so today she went to Chaing Mai so that she can have surgery. Please pray that the doctors will be able to fix it through surgery and also pray for all those taking care of her. The doctors and nannies. Thank you so much for your prayer!

Ryan James

Well I wanted to let the world know that I have met an amazing man of God. His name is Ryan James Munyard. I met Ryan back at the end of my DTS. We became good friends through skype. We have been in love for a while now but waited on Gods timing to start a courting relationship. God has blessed us so we don’t have to wait anymore. Ryan is an amazing blessing from God to me. I have learned so much with God through this time of getting to know Ryan. It’s been amazing. I can’t wait for the more God will teach us together.

Happy Birthday Hope!

Hope is six years old today. She is a beautiful little girl inside and out. Her smile melts my heart. Her hugs bring me joy. I really can’t express in words how much Hope has touched my life. She holds a price of my heart that no one else does. If only everyone was as blessed as I am to have this little one in there life, then you might understand how amazing she is. Hope is a wonderful little girl. She is very much a want to be mommy. I think her favorite thing to do is help to take care of Josiah (the youngest at bnj). She loves that little boy so much it’s a real blessing to see. I really am so blessed to have Hope in my life. I pray that God would really teach me how to give her what she needs. I pray that she would grow and learn in him. Hope you have blessed me to so much just by being who you are. Thank you Lord for Hope!

Happy 31 years!!

To my wonderful Parents,

Happy 31 years of being married! I love you both so very much. I’m thankful to God that you are my parents. I pray that God really blesses your life together. That even though it’s been 31 years already that the more years to come will be amazing for you. I love you both. Happy Anniversary!

All my love your daughter,

Graci Liz

Lewis has a twin!

So I have Lewis a little orange cat that I have had for a few months now. Well last week he multiplied!! A cat that looks almost exactly the same has made her self at home. She comes through the little kitty door and she really seems to enjoy sleeping on my couch. Lewis seems to like her too (I think it may be love). It’s just so funny because they look so much alike! Almost to the key. There eyes are different but other then that there almost exactly the same. I don’t think that she will be leaving anytime soon. I have tried locking her outside but then she just sits out the door and cries to be let in. So I guess I have two little orange cats now. I have decided to call her Lorelai. Oh and she is not the only cat that comes around there is a black cat that seems to like my house as well. He has not made it his home yet like Lorelai. Let’s hope it stays that way! I really don’t want to be the neighborhood cat lady! Even though my house seems to have become the neighborhood house for cats! :)

Where is my home?

I’m always missing someone. . . .

I miss so many people it’s almost unbelievable. My heart longs to be with all the people I love. I can't though because I live far from them. Yet then I have close friends here that I would miss if I was not with them. It can be really hard living the life I live. I have family and close friends in America I also have close friends in Australia. I have people all over the world that I love and miss. It’s so hard sometimes. Oh I would love so much to be able to hug my sister again.

Or to sit and talk with my best friends. I love living here in
Thailand but sometimes I really miss other places. How can one person have there heart in so many places. You hear people say

“your home is where your heart is”

So where does that leave me? Where is my home? Thailand, America, Australia? My heart is in each three of those places. How is that possible? My heart is with the Children, yet it is also to be with my friends in Australia and I long so much to be with my family in America.

I know that I am in the place God wants me for now. Don’t get me wrong I love so much living in Chiang Rai. I love my job so
much. I’m so blessed to be doing what I do. The kids bless my life more then words can express. I just guess I’m home sick for the other places where my heart is.

Sometimes God may ask you to walk a harder road but it's the more rewarding road.

I get sad sometimes walking this road and yes I feel pain. There are times that I just want to

give up and not go on. I feel so sacred and alone and all I want is to just stop and give up. It can be so hard to just keep going.

I have been reading the book “Oh, the Places You'll Go” by Dr. Seuss. Yes I know it’s a kids book but I work with kids so what can you do. :-) But anyways the part when he is all alone. When I come to that part of the book God always speaks softly to me that I am NOT alone so when I go on I don’t have to go alone.

He is right there with me.
Even if I cant always feel him. He is always there.

Lately I have been really sad because I miss people I love. I have felt alone. I have been scared and felt like giving up. But on I will go. Even though I so badly miss them I would not change anything about my life. God has blessed me more then I ever thought possible and all I did was say “Lord I give you all of my life” I may miss people deeply and I might even wish sometimes that I could just be with them always.

Where my pain is with missing people there also is my joy.

See I have people all over the world that I love and love me. I have a family that yes misses me but supports the work I do. I have close friends all over that love me and I love. I have so many people to be thankful for. If I had said no to God and stayed in America I would have missed out on my blessings.

I am learning that I can give my life to God and not feel fear but more so I can be excited on the things he will do in my life (the fear does still come in sometimes. I am still human). Because I said to God “I give you all of my life” there are ten beautiful children that I get the blessing of helping to raise. Because I said to God I would go and do anything for you I now have close friends all over the world that I don’t know what I would do with out. I am so blessed because I gave up my life to live the life he has for me. I just came across this quote from C.T Studd

“If Jesus Christ is God and died for me, then no sacrifice can be to great for me to make for him”

This was his life motto and Im trying to make it mine as well. I love God with all of my heart and I trust him with my life. So there really is no sacrifice when walking with him. My heart is to ALWAYS seek after God's heart. He is my heart.

So I guess my home is where my heart is. My heart is God. My home is in him.

Oh, the Places You'll Go!

Oh, the Places You'll Go!

Congratulations!
Today is your day.
You're off to Great Places!
You're off and away!

You have brains in your head.
You have feet in your shoes
You can steer yourself
any direction you choose.
You're on your own.  And you know what you know.
And YOU  are the guy who'll decide where to go.

You'll look up and down streets.  Look 'em over with care.
About some you will say, "I don't choose to go there."
With your head full of brains and your shoes full of feet,
you're too smart to go down any not-so-good street.

And you may not find any
you'll want to go down.
In that case, of course,
you'll head straight out of town.

It's opener there
in the wide open air.

Out there things can happen
and frequently do
to people as brainy
and footsy as you.

And when things start to happen,
don't worry.  Don't stew.
Just go right along.
You'll  start happening too.

OH!
THE PLACES YOU'LL GO!

You'll be on your way up!
You'll be seeing great sights!
You'll join the high fliers
who soar to high heights.

You won't lag behind, because you'll have the speed.
You'll pass the whole gang and you'll soon take the lead.
Wherever you fly, you'll be the best of the best.
Wherever you go, you will top all the rest.

Except when you don' t
Because, sometimes, you won't.

I'm sorry to say so
but, sadly, it's true
and Hang-ups
can happen to you.

You can get all hung up
in a prickle-ly perch.
And your gang will fly on.
You'll be left in a Lurch.

You'll come down from the Lurch
with an unpleasant bump.
And the chances are, then,
that you'll be in a Slump.

And when you're in a Slump,
you're not in for much fun.
Un-slumping yourself
is not easily done.

You will come to a place where the streets are not marked.
Some windows are lighted.  But mostly they're darked.
A place you could sprain both you elbow and chin!
Do you dare to stay out?  Do you dare to go in?
How much can you lose? How much can you win?

And IF  you go in, should you turn left or right...
or right-and-three-quarters? Or, maybe, not quite?
Or go around back and sneak in from behind?
Simple it's not, I'm afraid you will find,
for a mind-maker-upper to make up his mind.

You can get so confused
that you'll start in to race
down long wiggled roads at a break-necking pace
and grind on for miles across weirdish wild space,
headed, I fear, toward a most useless place.
       The Waiting Place...

...for people just waiting.
Waiting for a  train to go
or a bus to come, or a plane to go
or the mail to come, or the rain to go
or the phone to ring, or the snow to snow
or waiting around for a Yes or a No
or waiting for their hair to grow.
Everyone is just waiting.

Waiting for the fish to bite
or waiting for wind to fly a kite
or waiting around for Friday night
or waiting, perhaps, for their Uncle Jake
or a pot to boil, or a Better Break
or a sting of pearls, or a pair of pants
or a wig with curls, or Another Chance.
Everyone is just waiting.

NO!
That's not for you!

Somehow you'll escape
all that waiting and staying.
You'll find the bright places
where Boom Bands are playing.

With banner flip-flapping,
once more you'll ride high!
Ready for anything under the sky.
Ready because you're that kind of a guy!

Oh, the places you'll go! There is fun to be done!
There are points to be scored.  there are games to be won.
And the magical things you can do with that ball
will make you the winning-est winner of all.
Fame!  You'll be famous as famous can be,
with the whole wide world watching you win on TV.

Except when they don't.
Because, sometimes, they won't.

I'm afraid that some  times
you'll play lonely games too.
Games you can't win
'cause you'll play against you.

All  Alone!
Whether you like it or not,
Alone will be something
you'll be quite a lot.

And when you're alone, there's a very good chance
you'll meet things that scare you right out of your pants.
There are some, down the road between hither and yon,
that can scare you so much you won't want to go on.

But on you will go
though the weather be foul
On you will go
though your enemies prowl
On you will go
though the Hakken-Kraks howl
Onward up many
a frightening creek,
though your arms may get sore
and your sneakers may leak.

On and on you will hike
and I know you'll hike far
and face up to your problems
whatever they are.

You'll get mixed up, of course,
as you already know.
You'll get mixed up
with many strange birds as you go.
So be sure when you step.
Step with care and great tact
and remember that Life's
a Great Balancing Act.
Just never forget to be dexterous and deft.
And never  mix up your right foot with your left.

And will you succeed?
Yes! You will, indeed!
(98 and 3 / 4 percent guaranteed.)

KID, YOU'LL MOVE MOUNTAINS!

So...
be your name Buxbaum or Bixby or Bray
or Mordecai Ali Van Allen O'Shea,
you're off to Great Places!
Today is your day!
Your mountain is waiting.
So...get on your way!

---Dr. Seuss

Happy Birthday Gran Anne!

Gran Anne you are so amazing. . .

I love you so much and I thank my Lord that he was so kind to bless me with you for my Grandmother.

The world is a better place with you in it Gran Anne. Your heart is so very big and full of love.

I pray that I can be even half of the person you are. I love you so much.

I pray that your birthday was a wonderful time full of Joy!

I wish I was able to be there with you but you are ALWAYS in my HEART!

I miss the times we had together of watching Gilmore Girls and just talking. All of my life I have looked up to you and prayed that God would give me a heart like yours. You are one of the most amazing people I know.

I miss you so much . . .


I love you so . . .

I surrender all . . .

SURRENDER
Marc James

I'm giving You my heart and all that is within

I lay it all down for the sake of You my King

I'm giving you my dreams, I'm laying down my rights

I'm giving up my pride for the promise of new life

And I surrender
All to You, all to You

Im singing You this song, Im waiting at the cross

And all the world holds dear, I count it all as loss

For the sake of knowing Your for the glory of Your name

To know the lastin joy, even sharing in Your pain

Thanksgiving.

I love thanksgiving. Since I can remember I have loved this day. It’s a day where you can really think about everything you’re thankful for. I try to always be thankful for the blessing in my life. It’s just nice to have a whole day where you can really just let your self feel thankful and blessed. I remember when I was a little I loved on thanksgiving to say all the things that I was thankful for. My favorite thing was to say I was thankful for the trees. I know this might sound silly but I remember thinking how God is so cool because if he did not make trees we would not be alive because we need the trees so that we can breathe. So I made sure to always say that I was thankful for the trees. Of course I’m still thankful for trees but while I sit here today I think more about the people in my life that I’m thankful and how blessed I am to know them. I think over my life and all the people that have come and gone and I just feel so very blessed. This year God has brought some of the most amazing people into my life. I can’t get over how blessed I have been this year with new friends. I also think a lot about my family today. How blessed I am to have them as my family. I got to talk with some of my family today, first I talked to my best friend in the whole world (my sister Deborah) It was amazing to just talk with her. Then I got to talk with my daddy who I have not talked to in so long. We talked a lot about my kids and remembered back to when I was a little girl. Talking to my family was a huge blessing to me today. While I was sitting there talking with them I just felt so happy to have them in my life. I love you guys I miss you so much and I’m soooo thankful that you are in my life Deborah, Rebecca, Kati, Mom and Daddy. God has blessed me so much with all of you.

I just love this feeling of thankfulness. I long to live in thankfulness always. I want to each day be thankful for the blessings God has given me. But more so I long to be thankful to God even when I can’t seem to see the blessing and only see the hardness of life. I’m so blessed to know God. I’m blessed that each day I can become closer to my Lord. I’m so thankful that Jesus Christ is in my life. The best thing that has even happen in my life was Jesus. He is the love of my life. He is my best friend. He is my ALL. In everything that’s gone on in my life he has always been there with me. I may have not seen him there at the times but he was there holding me walking with me teaching me. I sit here today feeling so very blessed. Blessed because I can look at the things that the Lord has done in my life and be thankful. Thank you Father so much for everything you have done in my life. For the family you gave me for the friends you gave me. Thank you so much for the children that you blessed me with here at baan num jai. Lord help me to always be thankful for your blessings. To always have joy in you. Farther bless my family and friends today. I love you Lord. AMAN

I miss you . . .

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When I think back over my life I thank God that you were in it always. I know that I am truly blessed to live the life I live. I thank God everyday for bringing me here to Thailand. I love what I do with all my heart. The children bring me more joy then words can express. It’s just sometimes, like on my birthday that I realize that I’m not with you. That I cant just get in my car and come and see you. That when I’m sad I can’t come and receive the hug I need from you . . . . That when you’re sad that I can’t run and give you the hug you need. Even a phone call is not something I can do whenever I want or need. You are 12 hours away from me . . . all the way around the world. Times like on my birthday are when it hits me just how far away you are. Or times when I just NEED my sister’s hugs are times that it’s hard to be so far away. When I remember back to our times together. . . .I’m filled with JOY but also SADNESS because I know that it will be a long time before I SEE you again . . . before I can hug you again. Our lives are changing we are moving and live away from one another now . . . but I will always hold you in my heart. No matter where life takes us you will always be in my heart! I love you my sisters so very much and I feel so blessed that you are MY sisters! Even though it’s hard at times to not be with you always, you will always be in my heart. We have a special friendship as well has being sisters I thank God for that. I thank God that you are in my life Deborah, Rebecca and Kathleen! I love you and I miss you so more then words can let me express! Thank you for being not just my sisters but also my best friends! I love you . . .

love your sister,

Grayce